forgetful01:

Some of you on tumblr may already know of my situation with trying to pay off the over 1,000 dollar debt in my mental hospitalizations. 

for those who dont know, here’s a quick recap:

hi everybody, my name is eric. forg if you prefer, thats what most people know me as. ive seen a lot of good people get help from tumblr and theyve been in way worse situations than me. until now. rounded up, i currently owe 1,050 dollars from hospitalizations

im currently twenty years old and have suffered from mental issues such as: depression, acute paranoia, borderline personality disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (from a sexual assault when i was only 16), bipolar, social anxiety, dissociative personality disorder, and separation anxiety (due to the death of my dad when i was 17, shortly after the rape)

i’ve been trying like hell to get SSI to have some sort of income to pay off the numerous hospitalizations ive had and the process is still going at the moment. i’ve got foodstamps to pay for groceries but thats about it. i cannot work despite what SSI has said in the past and how they reviewed my case. so im turning to tumblr, the only online site ive ever felt so supported and understood on.

but this is not about my debt in hospitalizations. this is about something much more serious

this is about keeping me and my sister fed and housed

i was informed this morning that (thanks to our parents not helping with the bills as they said they would big surprise there) ME AND MY SISTER OWE OVER 1,000 DOLLARS IN OUR GAS BILL WHICH COULD MEAN HAVING IT SHUT OFF. AND WITH WINTER RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER, WE NEED THE HEAT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

our electricity has already been shut off once (its back on now but it took up an entire one of my sisters paycheck to do, and she gets paid bi-weekly) and thanks to our parents not paying rent, the man who owns our trailer park is in full rights to throw us out anytime he wants to

ive tried like hell to get a job, despite my mental instability. even if having a job would put me back in a hospital, i need to do it. but nothing is hiring and i dont know where else to turn.

please please signal boost this and donate anything you can. EVEN IF ITS JUST A DOLLAR, IT MAKES A HUGE DIFFERENCE TO ME AND MY SISTER

my donation button is on my sidebar, but heres a link as well

please please /please/ i really need some help guys

(via profanesnare)